Indecisive

I very much enjoyed reading Pochyemu's blog post this morning . It seems to me that Pochyemu has sunmmed up the nature of love very well. And I think she is wise to hang on to her mouldy loaf, because at heart I believe it is a good loaf, certainly the one she has chosen.
As for me, I am not in a good situation. Somehow or other, I find myself in a situation where I love more than I am loved, where I seem to give an awful lot more than I receive, and although I have long accepted that this is the nature of our friendship, I now have a dilemma, which I cannot seem to resolve. My heart tells me to do something, my head that I should not. My head is saying stop now, this way even more heartache lies, it is time to say no. But how do you do that when you DO love someone, have done for a long time, even if it never has been a relationship which could really work. When I CAN help......how can I not? Even if it is at cost to myself. I tell you, I just don't know. Because I cannot seem to insert links properly, I am hoping this is it here http://itsmostlyaboutme.blogspot.com.