I have a meme to do! I meant to get on with it today, but, well today has been frittered away doing nothing much at all, and now I have not the energy. That's ok. I need time doing nothing. I am tired, and lacking in any kind of drive....
So...today I have done nothing useful at all. Unless just sitting and being quiet is useful. Maybe it is.
Had a lovely day out yesterday with one of my favorite in the world bloggers, Katyboo, who is also one of the first bloggers I ever read. Was quite delightful to meet her after all this time, and she was JUST like herself, which was perfect.
I had all kinds of thoughts today about things I want to blog about. But now is not the time I suspect.
A list though. That's the thing.
On being single and alone, and what that means.
On having a child who is now almost grown up.
On still loving my ex, despite three years separation and the impossibility of a future.
On also being a bit in love with an inappropriate other, still, despite everything.
On missing people who are dead.
On wondering what could change.
On struggling. Every day. Just to stay me.
On small moments of joy that lift me enough to make it still worth being.
But I won't start tonight
Maybe tomorrow.
I should either write this blog or give it up maybe?
Hmmmm.
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It was a lovely day wasn't it? I had the nicest time.xxx
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