There are days, weeks, months even, when I am fine. And then there are days like today when....I am NOT fine, not fine at all. But really, what should I do with that? I still have to get through the day, fine or not.
I am hating being snowed in and trapped.
I am hating that I am on my own,
I am hating all kinds of things that I don't even want to say, to make them real.
I should happy with what I DO have.
Sometimes though, this half full crap just doesn't cut it.
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Oooh - bad case of cabin fever! Look at it this way: you're stuck at home with only your own thoughts for company, so of course you're making yourself crazy. AND you've been sick. AND it's the post-Christmas letdown. AND you've come through some crappy emotional stuff over the past several months anyway. I promise, it WILL get better, just not today, but soon. Take care!!!
ReplyDeleteI second everything Pinklea says. I am sorry the snow is so bad I cannot get over to see you - but I am a coward about the snow too and am too scared to drive in it in case I get stuck. I have however been out for a long walk and, while I am now exhausted, I do feel good. Perhaps you should take Gina's advice from the previous post and dress up warm and go out for a walk tomorrow to see if that helps to lift your mood.
ReplyDeleteI agree with Pinklea and Completely Alienne. It's most likely the combination of everything that's getting you down. I'm sorry I can't offer any real words of advice but maybe if you do get out of the house even for a bit it might lift your spirits.
ReplyDeleteI get to feel like that if I stay in all day and/or spend a lot of time on the computer. I find it hard to snap out of it without either seeing a real person or getting fresh air.
ReplyDeleteIt must have been horrid for you to be trapped in for so long after being ill previously. Hopefully the great thaw will begin and you can put these few weeks behind you and get on with 2010.
You have also been missing your endorphin boost haven't you? Not getting out to training because of illness or snow.
I don't think things are as dire as they seemed yesterday, are they? It seems to me that there are very many positive things in your life. It's just hard to see them when the world seems to close in around you.
Big hugs x
agreed with the others. I recommend eating lots and watching shite and shouting at the television. It's what I do.xxx
ReplyDeleteThanks everybody I do feel better now!
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